My kids are all hyped up about the end of the world. Tomorrow, apparently, we will all die. I'm guessing Saturday school attendance is going to be particularly low in light of these far more pressing events - which to me actually might be the end of the world.
To be honest, I'm getting nervous about the upcoming Regents exams, especially now that the Board of Regents wants to make student pass rates part of teacher evaluation. While I don't necessarily disagree with them on the importance of having more standardized measures for evaluating teachers, I'm concerned that schools like mine will become places where no one wants to work. Why would I work somewhere where students are several grade levels behind if I know my evaluation depends upon them passing a test that may be too high level for them.
I love working with high-need kids. I like the challenge of having to fight through years of baggage to get that one moment of understanding. It is tough and sometimes heartbreaking, and I know that I will have a fairly low pass rate. I imagine it will be exponentially greater than last year, but that doesn't mean it will be close to 100%. I strive to give every student a chance to pass the Regents, but I'm also being honest with myself that some won't have the lab hours, some won't show up for the test, some will show up and give up half way through. And every time they miss Saturday school, my students are missing out on the opportunity to learn even more.
Sometimes I worry that I am getting jaded, but I think I'm just more realistic this year than I was last year. I know I taught better and I know more student are going to pass for sure. But how many, I still couldn't tell you. I'm hoping maybe 30%, maybe even close to 50%, but I am also preparing myself that that may not happen.
I'm still trying to convince myself that that won't be the end of the world.